This whole thing is a rant. jsyn. you don't have to read it.

I'm feeling sick again. ;_;

I feel like people around me are taking away everything that made me unique.

I'm sick of one of my stupidest deviations that I did on a whim, took ten minutes, and uploaded into my scraps gets my most favorites. It's not even that funny! I almost want to take it down!

I know what I want to do with my life but chances are it won't work out. Chances are my backup plans for life won't work out. Chances are I'm probably just going to fail at life.

I'm sick of the people I care most about hating/avoiding me. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of the people I want to see most not wanting to see me. I don't know what went wrong. I have a lot of friends, but no really close friends like I used to. I mean, c'mon, my closest friends right now live states away, or are my sisters. That's messed up. Almost all of the friends I do have at school are leaving anyway for one reason or another. six or seven of them, anyway.

I don't want to watch a chick flick/humor with my family right now. It's okay sometimes, but that's not what I want. Stop bothering me and asking me to join.

I want to watch Wolverine. I've wanted to for months and months and months. My mother is fully aware of this fact too, maybe too much. Star Trek was awesome. But that was more of my mom's thing. I wanted to see Transformers 2 as well, but apparently it sucked. that is a disappointment I half-expected. I'm also worried that I won't like Wolverine very much either. We'll have to see when I finally see it, when it finally comes out on DVD.

I have to admit, I'm not very interested in Harry Potter. It seems cool, but not that cool. I didn't like the series after the seventh book.

I liked Twilight when I read the first book, but I still thought people were making it better than it was, and it shouldn't be so popular. By the end of the series, I was annoyed with it. By now, I kinda hate it. I'm sick of how much it's everywhere. It isn't that good!

I don't know who to cosplay as.

There are some other private things going on in my live that are making it suckish.

All of the sudden, I'm in charge of a lot of girls and a lot of things, I don't even know why I am, but it's taking up a lot of time. A LOT of time.